aww , everything ruined already :(

aww , another story . i was planning something for this saturday . but , everything is ruined after he said he can't follow me on this saturday . arghhh ! when he said that , i was starting to cry . i am speechless that time . i dont know what to say anymore . hmm , yeah i have to undrstnd him . but , can he undrstnd me for only once ? just once .

let's say if i have to move on nxt week , i can't meet him for the last time kan and also tak smpat nk give his present . arghh !!! sriously , dont have mood trus bile dia ckp dia tak bole prgi . arghh !!

sapa nk jaga hati saya nie weyh ? lepas sorg sorg . dgn ex mcm cibai , kawan mcm kimak , then tak dpt jumpa dia pulak . adoyyyy . knapa la 2010 nie mcm mcm bala dtg weyh ? nak 2009 balek . this year asyik sdeh je . baru baek , then dah start gado blek . arghh !!!

please daddy , i want to stay here . i dont want to follow you . arghhh , nvm . pergi la jaga hati dia . saya dah biasa mcm nie . stiap mnggu msti ade je prob dtg . hati saya nie biar la tkde sapa jaga ehh . andai kata saya trpkse pndah awal and tak smpat nk jmpe awak , awak take care la ea . hadiah awak , sy pos ke . tgok la mcm mana . hmm , take care . ily even we are apart and gado and jgn tgglkn saya and jangan lost cntct dgn saya :(

your little sister :(