tears fall again and again :'(

Hmm , bangun makan then onL . Then tgok wall cmnt erowl dgn adek dia . And that time dah expect yang sabtu neh memang dia tak kan turun klang punya . Then ask him , then he said " Sorry , cant " OMG ! time tu tuhan je tau mcm mne hati aku rasa . Seriously that time , air mata dah bergenang dah . Yeah , most of his time he spends with friends . But time for me ? not much as them is it . Everytime , friends come first . Takpe la , aku faham diorg dah lama kenal semua . But if i can scrifice trun kl dri klang neh . Knpe you tak bole bie ? knpe ? tell me . Sebab jaoh ? but how come i can scrifice my time trun kl even jmpe you skejap ? Then td i call you and i ckp i tkde pape kan ? I malas nak be honest dgn you sbb i tak kuat doeh . Gentle i cakap , if i honset dgn you td , mmg air mata i jatuh punya . I tak kuat doeh . I tak kuat nak gado mcm dulu . And you said , you tkde mood sbb prngai i yg tkde mood . How if bnde nie jd dkat you bie ? you nak sgt jmpe i , but then i ckp , i spend time dgn kwn and adek angkat and abang angkat ? How you feel bie ? It's hurt is it ? And time tu jugak msti you ckp , yew la i kan tak pnting . And mcm tu jgak i rasa bie . Can you scrifice once only for me ? Just once . I dont ask more than that . But , you dh ckp kan tadi , your friend smua nak jmpe you kan ? Okay , fine . Just go spend time with them . Dengan diorang you enjoy kan , bside diorang kenal you dulu and pling rapat dengan you kan . I tak bole halang . They are more important than who i am right . Takpe , i terima you layan i mcm td . I terima i nges lg sebab you . I tak kesah if i yg skit hati , i yg tkde mood sebab i syg you and i dah tanak gado dengan you . If semua salah i pon i terima as long as you happy bie . Sorry sebab i tak honest dengan you td sebab i dah tak kuat nak gado but remember that i wont stop loving you

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